Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Rinse & repeat

I will study.
I will study when this last episode (of Breaking Bad, the Office, Parks & Rec, Arrow) is over.
I will study after breakfast, after dinner, after this nap, in the morning.
I will study by reading, doing the problems, making a study guide, making flash cards.

I study.
I study sometimes, mostly at night, mostly before a test.
I study with friends, but mostly alone.
I study for my exams and quizzes, but not usually for my Gen Eds.

I have studied.
I have studied Organic Chemistry, Embryology,  and Medicinal Chemistry.
I have studied in my bed, in my car, at Starbucks, at the library, in the empty chemistry lab, in the airport.
I have studied for awhile and still didn’t know the answer.

I am done studying.
Time to work. Time to socialize. Time to eat. Time to be tested. Time to shower. Time to clean. Time to sleep. Time to have fun? Briefly. Time to cry? It's not that bad. Time to adventure? Maybe. Time to talk? Only if its interesting.

I am done. I am DONE. DONE DONE DONE.
Time for cussing? When appropriate. Time for drinking? A few. Time for letting go? ALWAYS.


Rinse & repeat.